Recent Appointments

Life with Verity is never dull, that's for sure! We have wrapped up another month of appointments, and here are the highlights.

From the GI follow-up:

• Verity is 15 pounds, 1 ounce! I was hoping for 15 pounds by her 15-month birthday, and she reached that! (May 28 was her 15-month bday!)
• We are back to giving 15ml prune juice twice a day to ease constipation. (We had stopped when vomiting was prevalent after giving it.)
• We are continuing to give her Prevacid twice a day for reflux, not wanting to change that AND her feeding regimen just yet, but hopefully later in the summer we will drop to once a day and see how she does.
• We have begun a S-L-O-W transition to one bolus feeding per day as follows:
• At 11:30am we stop the feeding pump.
• At 12:30pm we begin the bolus feeding.
• The first few days we gave 35ml over a 30-minute period.
• When we tried to bump up to 40ml, she vomited significantly, so we backed down to the 35ml for a few more days.
• Today we gave 40ml but did not compress it to a 30-minute period, instead letting it run at the same rate (70ml/hr), and she did great!
• Every 2-5 days we will adjust the volume OR the rate, working them up slowly to the goal of tolerating 60ml over a 30-40-minute period.
• At 2:30pm we resume the continuous feed (30ml/hour for the next 21 hours).

Overall it is clear Verity is growing and thriving, though we still deal with vomit almost daily and constipation (relieved instantly when we give her a liquid suppository--she just needs help getting it started). She is much sturdier, less floppy, with greater head and even trunk control, but still not able to sit on her own yet.

From the Sleep Clinic Meeting:

• A repeat sleep study has been ordered since so much has changed since our last one in November. (Earliest opening = end of September, but we are on a waiting list.)
• The doctor recommended establishing care with a neurologist, which is something I agree with--she has never been seen by one, but Trisomy 18 kiddos often deal with seizures, and I confess this is an area in which I have much fear over what the future may hold for Verity.
• The doctor also ordered a check of Verity's thyroid levels, which turned out to be normal.
• We discussed the fact that studies show propping kids up (laying them on an incline) during sleep may not actually help with reflux and can worsen the airflow obstruction. We have laid Verity flat ever since, and lo and behold, she has slept better overall!
• She noted Verity's high arched palate and said we may want to address this in the future. She gave me info for a dentist who specializes in this.

From the Surgical Consult:

• Verity's umbilical hernia does not require surgery now.
• If it has not resolved by age 4, surgery may be done to correct it.
• No concerns here!

Whew! Coming up next week is an evaluation with a speech therapist and a check-in with the audiologist to see how things are coming with her BAHA (which she is wearing anywhere from 3-10 hours a day in various stints).

Update: Spring Appointments

Recent posts have detailed the couple of respiratory illnesses that Verity had in March and April, so now it's time for a general update on the slew of other appointments we've had over the past few months! October was our busy month in the fall as the referrals finally went through and we started seeing her specialty providers, and April of course was the 6-month mark for follow-up. So here is the list of what all we've been up to!

March 22: Pulmonology
The pulmonology follow-up was scheduled even before Verity's first illness struck, but it was timed well as she had been out of the hospital about 10 days or so. At that time her lungs sounded amazingly good, and since we had never had any lung issues before, the doctor said she would leave it up to the Sleep Clinic doctor as to whether or not she would continue to follow Verity. Of course, little did we know that Verity would have pneumonia about a month later! Sleep clinic is scheduled for May 25...

April 2: Ophthalmology
We drove 45 minutes to get to Ft. Carson to spend a whopping 5 minutes with Dr. B, who assured us Verity's eyes are looking great and he doesn't need to dilate them again until our fall appointment. Okie dokie then.

April 17: Orthopedics
At this follow-up appointment we got another hip X-ray, which indicated her left hip is still stiff but not any worse than in the fall. Her feet are looking good and we are to continue using the bar (supposedly naps and nighttime but in reality more like 2-3 hour chunks a couple of times a day).

April 19: Pediatric Visit
We needed a doctor to look at Verity's umbilical hernia, which was repaired with her G-tube surgery May 2017 but has been flaring up again recently. She ordered an abdominal ultrasound. (This is the day we realized Verity was getting sick, and at 3am the next morning we took her to the hospital, where she was diagnosed with aspiration pneumonia.)

April 24: Renal ultrasound and barium enema
The ultrasound looked normal (per the follow-up the next day), and the barium enema did not reveal any particular reason for Verity's difficulty pooping, although it did show a "tortuous" pathway. (Once she gets started going she does pretty well, but we frequently have to give her a liquid suppository to start the process.)

April 25: BAHA fitting
Verity got her Bone-Assisted Hearing Aid, which fits on a headband! We learned lots of details about how to use this device and have a whole bag of STUFF to go along with it. She wears it in stints, as it is very overwhelming for her to have it on all the time at this point. Slowly we are working up to it! She isn't terribly responsive, although we know for sure when she is DONE!

April 30: Adaptive Stroller Shopping
We went to an equipment provider that we know of through The Resource Exchange (our home therapy program) to look at and take measurements for an adaptive stroller for Verity.

May 3: Echocardiogram
Our cardiologist is very optimistic about the way Verity's heart looks right now. Her large VSD has completely patched up! She still has a teeny tiny one that causes her heart murmur, but everything is balanced, and he does not think PH will be a problem. Whew! He feels comfortable waiting another year before we do another echo.

May 4: Post-hospital follow-up with PCM
Verity had been off oxygen for some time before we had this appointment, and she looked quite well. Her PCM was pleased.

May 7: Abdominal ultrasound
This was a pretty quick appointment, but we didn't hear anything about the results until I asked a week later. We have a referral to see a pediatric surgeon since clearly the hernia is there.

May 15: Dietitian assessment
Our Verity weighed in at 14 pounds, 14 ounces!! And she is 26 inches long now!! In less than 2 weeks, she will be 15 months old...15 pounds by 15 months!!! Clearly she is growing and thriving on the Nourish formula. Now that she is 100% on this whole-foods mixture (plus plenty of water), our next step is to meet with the GI doc and formulate a plan for compressing her feeds so that she can get on more of a bolus feeding schedule. Her vomiting can still be a problem, particularly when she is bearing down to poo or pass gas, but it is much less frequently to be sure. I'm not going to lie...I would LOVE for her to not be hooked to the feeding pump 24/7. But...counting my blessings. Our baby is growing and thriving and becoming SO much stronger and sturdier!

In between all the above listed appointments were nearly weekly visits to the chiropractor as well as nearly weekly occupational and physical therapy sessions in our home.

COMING UP:
May 25: GI follow-up and Sleep Clinic

May 31: Surgery consult

June 6: Speech evaluation

June 7: BAHA check

Whew. That's all for now, folks!!!

GI and Urology Test Updates

My poor baby is crying...so this will be as quick as I can make it.

The upper GI and SBFT showed that Verity's anatomy looks just fine, but stuff moves slowly through her system. Not surprising. Poor baby--that was a rough day, with them having to give her barium multiple times because she kept vomiting it out.

The good news is that she is doing very well with the 24-hour continuous feed. We are currently at 26ml/hour during the day and a bit lower at night (because she did struggle with reflux recently and we are being cautious). We are to increase by 1ml/hr every 2-3 days until we get to 30ml/hr, and then after she is stable with that amount, we will work on cutting the time down while maintaining the volume so that she can have some tube-free play time.

At the urology appointment today (which was scheduled because of her two UTIs in the fall), Verity weighed in at 12 pounds, 12.8 ounces! She was down to 12 pounds, 5.9 ounces when we last saw the GI on December 19.

Today was a hard day. Ted took the day off because the tests were up north, and we decided to have him take Verity with our nurse. I'm thankful he was able to do that--it sounds like it was an absolutely awful time. :-( The renal ultrasound went well. The VCUG got off to a rough start since they had to cath her FOUR TIMES, finally calling the urologist himself to do it. Grrrrrr.

The scan showed that she does have some renal reflux; the urologist called it a 3 out of 5 and at this point only wants to follow up with another ultrasound in 3 months unless she gets another UTI in the meantime.

As I said, it was a rough day, and there was much screaming, crying, vomiting (from the screaming and crying), and more screaming and crying. She is finally pretty quiet--she must be exhausted, poor dear. I know it will be painful when she urinates the next few times, so prayers for quick healing would be appreciated.

More thoughts later when I'm not so tired...

More GI Discussion

Sad news: Verity has been losing weight. She is down to 12 pounds, 5.9 ounces, from a high of just over 13 pounds.

Good news: We have a wonderful doctor. Every time we meet with him, he confirms what my instincts are telling me and helps us see clearly what our next steps for helping Verity should be. I have heard horror stories of not-so-great doctors, and I am beyond grateful for the ones who have been helping us along with our Verity journey.

Notes from today's GI appointment:

1. We are going to switch to continuous feeds of 23ml/hr for 24 hours a day. If this seems to work well, we will increase her feeds slowly until we get to 26ml/hr. We will continue to give Liquigen to boost calorie intake.

2. If we continue to have vomiting issues, we will try Elecare (a formula) at the same rate.

3. We can then work towards consolidating to 18 hours per day of feeds.

4. Upper GI/SBFT as soon as possible 

5. If the new feeding regimen is not helping and there is more than a week's wait for the Upper GI, then we can admit to the hospital for further workup and trials of NJ or GJ feeds and consideration of fundoplication.

UPDATE: 

After returning home, I was able to call and schedule Verity's GI series for TOMORROW morning, December 20. This test may take up to 4 hours as they watch the barium travel through her digestive system. Please pray that they can see clearly whether there are any anatomical issues that need addressed; also, please pray that over the next few days we can see whether the continuous feeding may be enough to address our current concerns. If we need to do this for awhile to get some weight on our girlie, then so be it. If further intervention is needed, then we pray that will also become very clear to us.

G.I. FAQs

Poor Verity. The discussion of her digestive difficulties seems neverending. As our G.I. doctor and our home health nurse agree, "What works with Verity one day will almost certainly not work the next."

FAQs...I'm sure I've missed some, but here are the common ones:

Have you considered food allergies, especially dairy?
Many of our Trisomy friends have various food intolerances, an unfortunately common problem in our society, and not just with special-needs kiddos. While I cannot say with absolute certainty that Verity does NOT have food allergies and/or intolerances, there are several reasons I have given up pursuing this as our answer.

• In May I followed the Whole 30 diet, a strict diet that involves no dairy, soy, or grains, among many other no-nos. There was no difference whatsoever before, during, or after the diet was over. This was during a very positive time of Verity's feeding development, during which she transitioned to the G-tube and began some oral feeds. There was no vomiting other than an occasional issue when she was bearing down to poop in the middle of a feeding. But overall, no intestinal distress to speak of. (I chose to do the diet for personal reasons, not because Verity was having reflux or vomiting at the time.)
• Along with that, aside from Verity reacting to the formula fortifier she was put on at birth, there really were no major G.I. issues while we lived in Iowa (the first 4.5 months of her life).
• The G.I. distress began almost exactly the day we set foot in Colorado. I personally believe the altitude has had a significant influence on her systems. Even so, there have been ups and downs within the time period we have lived at altitude.
• In November, I went dairy and soy free, the top 2 food groups that our G.I. doctor said cause problems. Absolutely no difference, even when we had a couple of "oops" moments and Verity got some frozen breast milk that was pumped before my dairy/soy-free diet. She didn't have a reaction to those feedings.
• After we switched to open/gravity feedings, we experienced a wonderful period of about a month during which we thought we had found the solution because Verity was doing SO well. Even if there were an allergy to something other than what I have already avoided, surely it would have presented itself?

Have you tried venting her during and after feedings?
Yes. This is what we did when we used an open syringe and allowed the feeding pump to drip into the syringe, and this is what her feedings are like now with the Farrell bag system, which we finally got approved and shipped with our monthly medical supplies. While the first month we did this we experienced fantastic results, unfortunately it is not a guarantee for helping keep the feeding inside of Verity...although using the bags, I am sure, definitely helps keep MORE of the milk inside of her. It's really quite amazing to me that even with being vented, she vomits such a considerable amount out through her nose and mouth. :-(

Have you tried slowing down her feeds?
If we slow them down anymore, we might as well be doing a continuous feed, lol. Currently her feedings are taking 75 minutes.

Have you tried a continuous feed?
While we used to do continuous feedings at night (a slower rate over an 8 or 10-hour period), we have discontinued that because we have so many nighttime issues to deal with already. With a nasal cannula for oxygen plus the boots-and-bar to prevent recurrence of clubfoot, plus the fact that she consistently wakens anywhere from 1-4 times an hour ALL NIGHT LONG...adding tubing and pumping milk into her stomach during the night is just a bridge too far.

What about continuous feeding during the day?
This is definitely a possible next step if we can't find another solution. We have not yet tried this, and I am loathe to do so simply because we are making some wonderful gains with her development in other areas...it would be a shame to tether her to the I.V. pole that holds her feeding and Farrell bags during her waking hours, effectively limiting the various activities we are encouraging her to try for her therapies. It's also much more awkward to hold her, since the clamps of the Farrell bag need to be lower than her belly while the bag needs to be higher.

Have you tried spacing out her feedings to give her tummy time to rest?
We experienced some success with this back in late August, and so we decided to try that again recently. Through November, Verity was getting 6 feedings a day (every 3 hours, each feeding taking one hour) with no feedings at night (except for a few times when she woke and was inconsolable and we just set up her first feeding for the day at 3am, lol). A couple of weeks ago we decided to stretch it out again, since 6 feedings a day seemed like a lot for her poor little tummy, especially now that she is closer to 10 months old than newborn. So we tried 5 feedings every 4 hours, and that did seem to help. We increased the volume slowly so that the math worked out for her to be getting roughly the same amount. We have discovered that we can USUALLY give her higher volumes in the mid-morning and early afternoon, whereas she consistently has problems tolerating her early morning, suppertime, and bedtime feedings. On paper the numbers do not look great, since she is nowhere near the volume the dietitian and G.I. doctor would like her to be at. Moral of the story: Math does not always work with a living, breathing, vomiting little person.

Have you had [insert test here]?

• In late April, Verity had an upper GI done in preparation for her G-tube surgery. 
• In early November, we did a 24-hour pH probe. (This revealed a significant level of acidic reflux even though she was on Zantac.)
• I have asked our G.I. doctor for another GI series, including a small bowel follow through (SBFT) so we can see if there are issues with delayed emptying. Because we consistently have violent vomiting episodes at her suppertime and bedtime feedings, I am wondering if things just get backed up.
• Because we have seen in the past that UTIs cause an increase in reflux, and because Verity has had 2 confirmed UTIs in the past few months, we received a referral for urology and have more tests scheduled for January 4: another renal ultrasound and a VCUG. We will then consult with the urologist that same day to go over the results. (Her first renal ultrasound, by the way, was when we were in the hospital for her first UTI and major reflux issues. That ultrasound showed that one of the kidneys is a bit smaller than the other.)
• We've discussed an EGD scope, but since our G.I. doctor really doesn't think that would give us answers that would change anything we are already doing, we have decided not to pursue this since it needs to be under sedation and apparently can't be coordinated with the sedated hearing test that will be happening in January.
• I'm sure there may be other tests that would be beneficial...if we don't get answers from these scheduled tests that help, we will explore other options.

Does she take any medication for reflux?

Yes. In early September she started on Zantac; however, we discontinued this once we switched to the vented feedings and she stopped puking altogether! But then in late October the problems resumed, and so we started Zantac again. When the pH probe revealed that she still had significant acidity in the reflux, we switched to Prevacid, which she is on twice a day. These medications do not prevent the reflux but instead lower the acidity so that it isn't burning her esophagus. Unfortunately, vomiting through the mouth and nose is always going to be uncomfortable no matter what...

Why don't you just get a Nissen fundoplication?

After interviewing moms whose little ones have had this surgery, where the top of the stomach is wrapped around the bottom of the esophagus to supposedly prevent the possibility of vomiting, my "gut" instinct (no pun intended, I promise) is that this would be one of our last resort options. For some, the surgery helped for a short while only to leave the family right back at the starting point, as their little one began vomiting again only worse. I've heard enough moms say that if they had to do it over again, they would NOT do the Nissen. Since I've heard more problems than success stories...right now I do not feel this is our solution, but I trust God will make it clear if we need to decide otherwise.

What about a G-J tube?

Some babies end up with this different feeding tube that delivers nourishment directly to the intestines, bypassing the stomach altogether. This would require a slow, continuous feed probably about 18 hours a day, and I've addressed my feelings about this above. In addition, it would require yet another surgery, and if the G-J tube comes out, we can't replace it ourselves like we can the G-button.

So...what now??

Good question. Since I keep hearing from other Trisomy moms that their little ones eventually outgrew these common G.I. issues, I kind of feel like we just have to grit our teeth and stay the course. I'd love to get a definitive answer--perhaps the G.I. test series will show us something. But meanwhile...we just keep doing the best we can, feeding and loving Verity the only way we know how. She may not be on any growth charts; she may not be gaining in ways that are clearly evident: Her October, November, and December weights were ALL. THE. SAME...but she grew 2 centimeters in length! Her cheeks are round! She has rolls, rolls on her wrists, rolls on her thighs, rolls on her upper arms! Her color is great! She is getting sturdier and has amazing head control! She is interacting more and reaching for toys! She laughs and smiles! By no means is she wasting away, even though it seems she vomits half of her feedings 2-3 times a day.

I've come to the end of my computer time...now I need to take over Verity duty so that Ted can take the rest of our crew to the Family Fun Night at church. We divide and conquer a lot these days; anytime a feeding is involved, it's easier just to keep Verity at home and deal with whatever that will involve. We are grateful to have a daytime nurse Monday through Friday...but today is Sunday! So here I will leave you. If there's a question I haven't addressed, feel free to ask in the comments! We really do appreciate everyone's concern for our sweet Verity. I know everyone would love to help us find "The Solution." We continue to pray that God will heal her or help us know how to help her.

GI Mystery

A recap of Verity's GI issues for those who don't know the history:

• Fed by NG tube from birth through 2 months (Feb 28 - May 1)
• Fairly severe reflux from 4-6 weeks; vomiting stopped when we quit using formula fortifier to give extra calories to her breast milk feedings
• G-tube placement on May 1; began oral feeding attempts
• From 2-4 months of age (May - early July)--very little vomiting or spit-up episodes; making gains with oral feeds
• Starting in month 5 (mid-July, following a move to higher altitude), more and more reflux and vomiting episodes, culminating in a trip to the ER shortly after her 6-month birthday (Aug 31)
• During the hospital stay, discovered and treated a UTI with a round of antibiotics; started Zantac
• Zantac gave little visible relief; however, we discovered the "open syringe" method of feeding (like a gravity feed, allowing venting to happen during feeding times), and Verity had significant improvement. Hooray!
• Good feeding times lasted about 4 weeks (mid-September through mid-October)
• Discomfort during feeding, vomiting, and erratic bowel movements surfaced and lasted several weeks, getting progressively worse. 
• Several doctors' visits plus pH probe in late October; increased Zantac dosage.
• Discovered another UTI after taking a culture October 27; treated with another round of antibiotics

Last weekend, almost immediately after returning home from the 24-hour pH probe in the hospital, Verity began having severe intestinal difficulties. The vomiting was insane; there was no sleep for any of us; and every feeding was incredibly stressful, to the point we skipped a feeding on Sunday and bought Pedialyte in a last-ditch effort to get something into her body so we could avoid an ER visit. We were having to scale back the volume of her feedings, at one point going as low as 70ml (we had been up as high as 95ml in early October). 

I called Verity's GI doctor and her PCM; I discussed things in depth with our home nurse; I posted in Verity's Facebook group asking for prayers; and I posted in one of my Trisomy parent groups asking for insight. From Sunday night to Tuesday morning a huge transformation took place, and it became clear that we were on the right track!! So many people offered ideas and suggestions, and I promised to give an update, so here it is as best as we can put things together. As is probably often the case, multiple factors are undoubtedly in play, and we are hoping and praying that we have hit the right combination of things so that the relief she has had in the last 5-6 days will be long lasting indeed.

Here is what we did:

1. Many people stated their children had reacted to antibiotics a week or so into the regimen. Verity had been on hers for a week, and we had seen a definite correlation to her major vomiting episodes and the feeding times that contained her antibiotic doses as well. So, starting Sunday, we separated the medicine from the feedings and instead gave it between times with plenty of water. Voila! The vomiting stopped!
2. Unfortunately, the discomfort during feeding times did not stop. We wondered if the antibiotics were not adequately handling the UTI--both this episode and her other infection showed the E-coli strain of bacteria, and, having learned that their barbed shape makes them difficult to actually get rid of, we turned to a more natural solution that we felt good about giving Verity (unlike the antibiotics--which we dutifully finished despite our dislike of them). A friend recommended U.T. Vibrance, which Ted picked up on his way home from work on Monday. We gave Verity 2 doses Monday afternoon and evening, and by Tuesday morning, our nurse was amazed, saying, "This is not the same child I left yesterday!" Verity was completely relaxed all day Tuesday, and Tuesday through Thursday nights we actually got some decent sleep! She slept several hours straight, and then when she did wake up, it was only once an hour for a few hours. I think Ted was actually able to sleep one of those nights all the way through!

This tells me that Verity's UTI was indeed probably the biggest underlying cause for the vomiting and discomfort. Poor baby was MISERABLE, and it was absolutely heart-wrenching to hear her crying and to see her writhing her little body in pain. I would have done anything to take the pain and agony from her.

At the same time, we know we are still dealing with significant acid reflux--this morning Verity vomited for the first time in a week, and there are still times when she is fussy and we can tell she is feeling the acid in her esophagus. When I spoke with her GI doctor this past Tuesday, he told me that the pH probe showed that the acidity in her reflux is concerning...she was already on the highest dose of Zantac they could give her, and that was in her system during the test, so the levels of acid that she was STILL dealing with meant that we needed to take another step in relieving this for her.

Thus, a new medication, Prevacid, is on order. We were unable to get it for several days due to it being a "special order," and so we hope to have it in hand tomorrow so we can begin giving that to her (in place of the Zantac) and see if that makes a difference. If not...well, then I'm afraid we will have to consider surgery.

Meanwhile...it is Sunday evening, a week after our nightmare weekend, and I am incredibly thankful to be on the other side of THAT awfulness. Verity is resting peacefully during her feeding right now, almost but not quite asleep. We have had better rest than we've had for a long while, even though she has still awakened us multiple times the last couple of nights. Overall, we feel the trend is positive!

Many folks know we love our Young Living essential oils! And my report wouldn't be complete without sharing a couple more ways we have supported Verity's health with natural means:

1. When constipation became a problem, we began putting a drop of peppermint oil in a clean diaper and letting it soak in before putting the diaper on her. I am pleased to say that not only has Verity pooped daily...but she has also produced multiple times a day for most of those days!
2. Usually we rub a "Wellness Blend" on the bottoms of our feet nightly; when we wondered if the UTI was just being stubborn, we began applying that to her feet throughout the day as well. The blend is a homemade blend using the following Young Living essential oils: Lemon, Oregano, Frankincense, Thieves, and Melrose. (Side note: lemon in particular supports good urinary tract health! And those other oils have constituents that really support our immune systems!)

We are grateful for the many prayers offered on our behalf for sweet little Verity. I look forward to visiting with our dietitian, who comes to the house on November 16. By then Verity will have (hopefully) a few days with the new medication in her system, and hopefully we will be able to further increase her intake. (She is at 85ml per feeding now; we tried 90ml for couple of feedings on Friday but it seemed a bit much.)

Thanks for reading if you made it this far! We will keep you posted!

GI Update and the pH Probe

Following some significant increases in reflux, plus communicating with our GI's office about setting up a pH probe study, we decided it would be good to have an appointment with our GI doctor last Friday (October 27). This was scheduled before the scare that took us to the ER a few nights beforehand, so it was good to have a follow-up already in place.

I don't have my notes with me--I'm writing this from the hospital while Verity's pH probe is in place and we are here for 24 hours of monitoring. But as best as I can remember, here are the main points from this visit:

* Verity's weight gain has tapered slightly; she only showed about 1-2 ounces of gain in a 12-day period.
* Verity had begun taking Zantac after our ER visit; Dr. S increased the dosage from 1ml to 1.2ml twice a day.
* Dr. S wanted to test her urine, and we learned the following Monday that Verity has another UTI.
     --She is now on another round of antibiotics (Septra).
     --We will schedule a visit with her PCM regarding her having two UTIs in a two-month period.
* Since we are having difficulties increasing the volume of breast milk (we had decreased to 85ml per feeding and are now today at 90ml), he asked us to try fortifying with Liquigen and gave us a sample bottle. (Thankfully this isn't like the formula fortifier we were using in March and April that unsettled her tummy so--this one's ingredients are much less suspect.)
* We all agreed the pH probe will give us valuable information about the frequency and intensity of the reflux, which hopefully will give us an indication of the best way forward for Verity. Two more extreme possibilities are a Nissen fundoplication and a G/J tube, neither of which is really on our radar, although we would consider a Nissen if it comes to it.

Following this visit, we had nearly a week before our pH probe was scheduled, during which Verity received her medications faithfully (thank the LORD for our new nurse who helps us with all of this!). Every single day this week, Verity has had more than one bath due to her vomiting. The good news is that she has been pooping daily--sometimes more than once!--whereas the previous two weeks she was on more of an every-two-days schedule. (Side note: peppermint essential oil. That is all.)

There have been at least a couple of times in the last week when Verity has not only vomited an exorbitant amount out her mouth and nose, but she has also stopped breathing long enough to make this mama panic. I was alone with her early this morning when it happened, and I haven't been that terrified in a long time. Now, of course, she is sleeping peacefully!! We are having the best nap she's had in I don't know how long!! I can't help but wonder if it will skew the pH study...

Which leads me to why we are here at the hospital: the pH probe! We had to be here at 10am for an 11am start time. It was already a stressful morning after Verity's vomiting/choking/not breathing episodes following what was to be her last feeding before coming to the hospital. (They needed her stomach empty for placing the probe...no worries there! Sigh.)

We spent about a half hour in a waiting room and 2 hours in a pre-op/procedure room. Well, I was in the room 2 hours. Verity was taken to get the probe placed, then came back, then x-rayed to ensure proper placement, and then we hung out until our room was ready. We finally started a gravity feed at 1pm, 7 hours after her last feeding! Poor pumpkin was hungry! Of course she fell asleep in time for us to have to move...

We hauled our stuff to the pediatric unit, and then we settled into our room, which we are sharing with a sweet little gal named Cheyenne. Finally Verity fell asleep, getting a 3-hour nap, possibly the longest uninterrupted sleep she has had for a very long time, since her daily naps range from 5-30 minutes and the last few nights she has awakened an average of 2-3 times per hour.

So, how does this work? The probe is placed in Verity's esophagus, and we have an electronic "diary" of sorts so that I can note a few pieces of information, which will then be compared to the pH levels inside her esophagus. I punch buttons to note:

* When Verity is upright and when she is lying down;
* When her feeds begin and end; and
* When she is vomiting (1), fussy (2), or having difficulty breathing (3). (Thankfully I've only notated the latter one time, and that was shortly after the probe was placed...we wonder if she may have been gagging a little. She turned red and didn't inhale for a few seconds, but it passed quickly, unlike this morning's scary episodes.)

So far no vomiting, which is wonderful! But we are praying that the 24 hours of monitoring will show a good picture of what Verity deals with on a daily basis. I have noted quite a few "fussy" times, and more often than not, the pH number is low (indicating acidity). It will be interesting to see how the night goes, now that she has napped so well in the afternoon (another half-hour nap followed the 3-hour nap!). I'm prepared to stay awake all night...my Facebook and blogs may explode, lol.

I don't know how long it will be before we get results from this test, but we will of course keep everyone posted. Thanks for praying!

All Kinds of Check-ups

Here are the nitty-gritty after-visit summaries of Verity's recent appointments and a quick word about an upcoming visit.

GI, September 29, 2017
Stats:
BMI: 15.33 (14th percentile)
Weight: 11lbs, 13.5oz (< 1st percentile)
Height: 23.31" (< 1st percentile)

1. Swallow study ordered. [Scheduled for November 30--in the meantime, we need to work with Verity to help her swallow more than she currently is!! The study requires at least an ounce, and she only takes about 5ml on a good day.]
2. Zarbees multi-vitamin recommended [now using daily]
3. Trial of a powdered probiotic recommended [now using daily]
4. Follow-up in 2-3 months to check on weight, feeds, etc.
5. Call or message with weights every 2-3 weeks.
6. Work toward 105-110ml per feeding.

Since this appointment, Verity's reflux problems have resurfaced. Every time we try to bump up her feeding amounts, it seems we see an increase in vomiting and discomfort. We had gotten her up to 95ml, but we went back to 90 the last couple of days and she is still acting uncomfortable during her feedings and shortly after. We've slowed the rate down as well. I spoke with a nurse from the GI office and we are planning to do a pH scope to determine the level of reflux and use the information to help us decide the next course of action. Seemingly, there are two options: medication and a Nissen fundoplication. We do not yet have a date for this test.

ENT, October 16, 2017
Stats:
BMI: 15.80 (23rd percentile)
Weight: 12lbs, 3.9oz (< 1st percentile)
Height: 23.35" (< 1st percentile)

[This doctor was very thorough with his notes! I'm going to copy most of them here and simply link to definitions of the more unfamiliar terms and place explanations in brackets.]

"Verity is a 7-month-old female with a hx of Trisomy 18, hypotonia, aspiration with G-tube placement and bilateral hearing loss. Most feeds are happening through the G-tube. Family had a sleep ABR [Auditory Brainstem Response] back in May of this year that showed severe CHL [Conductive Hearing Loss] in the right ear. MOC feels that the hearing has improved over the last couple of months, no wearing hearing aids at this time. Family has not been evaluated by an ENT prior to today. There are concerns about sleep apnea based on her sleep patterns, retrognathia, hypotonia and her diagnosis of Trisomy 18.

Examination today showed poor tone, not able to hold her head up. Bilateral external auditory canal stenosis, unable to view the ear drums [her ear canals are abnormally narrow]. Some soft tissue narrowing of the nose at the vestibule, improved nasal airway on the mucosal side. Flexible laryngoscopy was performed and showed some mild nasal narrowing in the midportion of the nose, no adenoid obstruction, intermittent collapse of the pharynx when she was bearing down. The vocal cords were mobile with a good view of the larynx, no prolapse of the tongue.

I would like to repeat the ABR during sedation and obtain bone conduction for both sides. I would recommend hearing aids of some form sooner than later. We will order a sleep study to rule out sleep apnea. I would like to see the family back after the sleep study and the hearing test."

Currently the sleep study is scheduled for January 8, but we are on the waiting list in case something opens up sooner. If so, it would be a same-day deal, so we'd need to drop everything and make haste to the sleep lab!! I hope we can get some answers sooner rather than later...these awful nights are killing us!

Orthopedic, October 17, 2017

I don't have a lot of written notes on my paperwork, so I'll try to remember the main points...

1. Verity has responded very well to the boots and bar--we are cleared to use it for nights only and not concern ourselves with nap time since her sleeping habits leave much to be desired.

2. They did change the angle her boots were fixed to the bar so that her feet are not turned outward nearly as much. We hope this is making it more comfortable for nighttime sleeping! 

3. New boots will be fitted on Monday, as her toes are nearly hanging out of her old pair!

4. They took an X-ray of her hips, as there was concern about less movement in her left hip. Things look all right for now, but there is danger of her hip coming out of socket. We are to do certain stretches with her diaper changes to help with this issue.

5. They want a follow-up with the PT in 3 months and with the doctor in 6 months.

Coming up: 

Cardiology (Echocardiogram), October 26, 2017

This appointment is to give us a baseline echo of Verity's heart; when we last examined it in April, everything looked wonderful. The VSDs were all closing, everything was balanced, no heart murmur. However...at the ENT visit on Monday, the doctor heard a murmur, the first time this has happened. He said that if HE could hear it, then it definitely needs checked, since that isn't his specialty. :-/ So...I wasn't concerned about the echo appointment before, but now...I am...a bit...

Bustin' Out

It looks like we will be heading HOME before too long! Verity and I are looking forward to sleeping in our own beds tonight! I intend to make this a QUICK update:

* Her sats have been 96-100 the whole time (except for when she's kicking her legs, lol).

* Last night was not terrible but not great. Kinda normal for Verity...waking every 15-30 minutes for a couple of hours, and then once an hour for a few hours, and then 3 hours of straight sleep...starting about when the sun was coming up and Mom was waking. Sigh.

* Verity had an amazingly happy, content wake time for about 4 hours in the morning! She was interacting with me and the nurses, even giving the other ladies smiles!

* She has done great with all of her feedings. Every now and then she gets squirmy and fussy about halfway through, but she hasn't vomited a single bit!

* Three poops in the last 24 hours! Substantial ones, lol. She typically is an every-day pooper, but the last week she was going a couple of days between poos.

* Verity is still a bit congested but not bad. I haven't had to suction her nearly as much as yesterday, and when I do, it's a lot less "gunk." (Tip: Holding the lid of my peppermint oil under her nose makes her get really still and inhale deeply!)

* I finally saw the doctor just after noon. She said that today we switch from IV antibiotics to oral, and if Verity tolerates her next feed (which begins in about 15 minutes!), we can get discharged!

Verity is snoozing at the moment; she napped about an hour or so, woke up and fussed, then pooped, and then promptly fell asleep after her diaper change.

All in all, things are going well. I'm going to pack up my stuff in anticipation of being discharged as soon as possible once 3:00 comes! (Her feeds are 70ml over an hour.) I'm grateful we caught the UTI early...it certainly wasn't on our radar, but God is good and directed us to where we needed to be. And getting the reflux under control will make a HUGE difference in our everyday life at home. So, while a PICU stay wasn't in our plans for this weekend, we'll take the end results with gratitude!!

Hello from the PICU

Here's the long story of what's been happening with little Miss Verity of late, the upshot of which has us spending a couple of nights in the PICU...

In the last medical update I gave, I noted the increased problem of reflux with Verity's feedings as well as our difficulty getting any medical appointments on the calendar. So in this update I will give a rundown of both the Insurance Saga and the Current Medical Status. If your eyes glaze over at the thought of reading about insurance woes, feel free to skip to Part 2!

Part 1: The Insurance Saga

After Verity was born, a clerical error resulted in a Verity Irene Jacobson as well as a Vertiy Irene Jacobson in DEERS. This is a database of military members entitled to Tricare benefits. Not only was there a misspelling of her name, but also two digits of a social security number were transposed. Obviously this was going to cause problems with insurance paperwork.

Finally, after much hoopla and hoop-jumping, the errors were corrected. (Life lesson: Kids, make sure you DO YOUR JOB RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!) 

The good news: Verity was enrolled!

The bad news: Verity was enrolled...in Tricare Standard, not Tricare Prime.

By the time everything was corrected, more than 60 days had elapsed since her birth, and in the middle of our fog of not sleeping and attending what seemed like hundreds of doctors' appointments, we didn't finish the process that we needed to in order to get Verity onto Prime.

Meanwhile, our pediatrician, our case manager, the EFMP (Exceptional Family Member Program), we parents, EVERYONE assumed Verity was on Tricare Prime. We had no problems getting referrals for her specialty care, which is a blessing. The problems came when, months later, we began receiving bills for these specialty appointments...because the system thought Verity was on Standard, which meant a lot of co-pays.

At some point after we had moved and were beginning to feel somewhat settled, we learned that Verity was not, in fact, on Prime. Ted did the necessary paperwork, but her official Prime enrollment would not begin until September 1. We were able to schedule her first regular pediatric appointment at the military clinic for September 11. The application for retroactive enrollment was approved, so, once everything gets settled...the bills should be taken care of. However, we are making phone calls and trying to avoid having them go to collections in the meantime. Sigh.

Part 2: Current Medical Status

The last few weeks Verity's reflux problem has only been growing worse. When I realized we were not going to be getting any specialty referrals anytime soon due to the insurance situation, I began asking other Trisomy parents for input and doing some reading about how other tube-fed babies' feeding schedules look. I learned there is a wide range, and many comments in response to my question gave me ideas for how we might approach tweaking Verity's feeding schedule to help reduce these horrible reflux episodes. For those who haven't dealt with reflux...imagine most of the feeding coming back out through the nose and mouth. :-( It's awful. And there is always the concern of that going into the lungs.

We started tweaking things on Monday and were finding success: slowing her feedings down so that they take a full hour; and stretching out the feedings to every 4 hours instead of every 3 hours (which allowed us to increase the volume a bit). Overall things went well! We noticed she was more alert and content during her wake periods instead of constantly screaming or fussing (although she still had those periods too, just not as often). Nights were decent...she would go right back to sleep when given her pacifier. The only problem was that 8am feeding--every morning she would get almost to the end and then everything would come back up. So we were talking about changing that overnight feed so that there would be more time between the end of that and the beginning of the first full feeding of the day.

And then late Wednesday night came, and Verity was a mess. She had caught something or other and was congested and miserable. She slept pretty well when I put her beside the diffuser with Thieves and peppermint essential oils, but she was definitely not breathing all that well, and the reflux seemed to be coming on again.

So Ted brought her to the ER (after we called the Tricare appointment line to see if any acute appointments were open--this was the last day of August, the last day of her being on Tricare Standard, and so only acute appointments could be granted to her. There weren't any, so it was a moot point). It was Thursday afternoon. He took enough breast milk for two feedings, thinking he would be home in the evening.

To make this shorter:

* Her lungs were clear and there was no fever.

* They ordered an ultrasound. There was too much gas in her belly to see anything; they ordered another one after her feeding had had time to settle.

* The second ultrasound was also unsuccessful.

* They ordered X-rays. First round of X-rays was inconclusive.

* They ordered more X-rays. They thought there might be an obstruction.

* A surgeon was called. Eventually he declared there was no obstruction; however, he was concerned about what he termed "rectum malformation." (This is not the text you want to receive from your husband when you're anxiously waiting for an update.)

By this point it was past bedtime, and Ted and Verity clearly were not going home. He dozed with her on the ER bed until they finally got to go to a room in the PICU, where they slept fairly well considering the circumstances. They discontinued breast milk feedings for Verity and gave her Pedialyte/IV fluids through the night.

This morning:

* Verity's white blood count was high, and cultures revealed what seems to be a UTI. 

* Thus, another day/night in the hospital.

* Three criteria for going home: getting the UTI under control; consistently good sats; tolerating feeds.

* The "rectum malformation" that I had spent much time stewing about?? Um, she has a small rectum. As in...our small baby has a small butt. She may have constipation issues when she moves past breast milk. Seriously?! I worried for THIS?? Does this doctor know ANYTHING about Trisomy 18 babies?? Shaking my head here...

This afternoon:

* Verity got a dose of antibiotics for the UTI.

* I left my kids at home with their Grandma J and Great-Uncle Rande and Great-Aunt Jo so I could come to the hospital.

* We got to meet the GI doctor on duty, who "happens" to be the very one that our GI doc from Omaha recommended to us! He was wonderful and confirmed much of what we were thinking. We look forward to working with him as we go forward. 

* Verity started regular feeds again at 2pm, with 70ml of breast milk every 3 hours. She seemed uncomfortable halfway through the 2:00 feeding but slept completely through the 5:00 feed.

* Ultrasound of her kidneys and bladder (she slept through the whole thing).

This evening:

* Visit from Rhonda, Rande, and Jo.

* First dose of Zantac (I think?), a reflux med

* Instead of a 10-hour continuous feed through the night, we will do 8 hours.

That's all I know! Hopefully we can rest tonight and go home tomorrow??!

GI Scope & G-Tube Surgery

On Monday Verity and I returned to Children's Hospital for a GI evaluation. She had to stop eating 4 hours beforehand, but thankfully she was pretty sleepy in the early morning. The scan itself didn't take very long, but it was strange and a bit sad to see her strapped on her back to a board with large velcro bands covering her tiny body! Her arms were raised so her little clenched fists were above her head. Once the doctor was ready, the tech rotated her on her side and fed her barium from a bottle. I was glad to see that she did suck and swallow from the bottle! After a bit of this, they did switch to a syringe. Similarly to the swallow study, we watched as the barium made its way down her esophagus and into her belly, but then it went further: her stomach seemed to swell up like a balloon as the barium filled it and made it light up on the screen.

Verity was such a little trooper. She had some reflux, and since she had been dealing with congestion for a few days anyway, it was a bit of a mess that I got to clean up and comfort her before we continued the test. After her tummy was all the way full, we waited and watched...and we did see some reflux that didn't come out of her nose/mouth. Granted, she was flat on her back, a position we NEVER have her in when we normally feed her! But still. It makes me wonder how often she deals with reflux like that.

The results of the test were then sent to the pediatric surgeon, with whom we consulted the next day. He agreed that the risks of a G-tube surgery would far be outweighed by the benefits to Verity, as she is doing so well overall. I was so pleased that he had obviously read some more current research about Trisomy 18, and we were on the same page as far as proactively improving her quality of life. I really liked this doctor--once again, we are so thankful for God's guiding hand in allowing us to meet with caring, compassionate doctors who are working on Verity's behalf rather than fighting us as so many in the medical community do when it comes to children with "dire" diagnoses.

The surgery could have been done the very next day had it not been for the fact that Charis and I left yesterday to travel to her regional speech tournament! So the surgery date is set for Monday. We would appreciate prayers for the doctor and medical staff as well as for Verity to do well under anesthesia and to recover quickly. The G-tube will allow us to pump Verity's food directly into her tummy, freeing us from the horrors of the NG tube she has had since birth!! I am grateful for the feeding tube for keeping our baby girl alive, but I will NOT miss the paranoia we have lived with being worried that it might come out, even more so now that she is alert more often and flailing her arms and hands so much.

We will continue to offer food orally--from the syringe and/or breast prior to starting the feeding pump. We will use the same feeding pump with her G-tube that we use now with her NG feeding tube. I will try to post a video showing you how we currently do feedings for those who haven't seen anything like this before. It was completely new to me when we began caring for Verity outside my womb...almost two months ago now! TOMORROW IS HER TWO-MONTH BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Going Rogue

About a week and a half ago, after asking for input from other Trisomy parents and having a doctor also weigh in with an opinion, we decided to "go rogue" and try an experiment for at least a week. I wanted to stop giving Verity the formula fortification that we've been adding to my breast milk. (Fortifying breast milk is typical protocol for smaller babes like our T18 girl so they can get extra calories to help them grow.) From arching her back to squirming and screaming and not pooping for several days in a row (and then it being a BIG ORDEAL when she finally did have a blowout), our poor Verity was clearly having tummy pains. I figured it would be worth investigating.

So starting Thursday evening, April 6, Verity began breast milk-only feeds. After 48 hours, we already were seeing a big difference. She was much more relaxed, and she hadn't really had any screaming fits--not like we had gotten used to dealing with. As time went on, another happy observation: she was no longer experiencing reflux! Before this change, massive reflux (milk spewing out her nose and mouth at the same time) was a daily occurrence, soaking everything and causing alarm because of the difficulty she would have breathing. It happened anywhere between 1-3 times a day. We utilized the suction machine almost daily, as the bulb syringe was not always capable of keeping up with the outflow.

Additionally, nights after dropping formula became--overall--more peaceful. While Verity wasn't exactly a great sleeper after the change, at least we weren't dealing with her painful screaming fits; the times she woke us up were more due to the discomfort she was likely experiencing because of her new castings or simply because she still has her days and nights mixed up. She loves to be held...which is all fine and good when it's 3pm instead of 3am!! Last night we had a happy surprise: Verity slept from about 8:45pm until after 5am! Was that ever a needed respite for her exhausted parents! We aren't sure if it's because we took her outside in the evening sunlight and tried our darnedest to keep her awake before starting her nighttime feed or whether it's because we diffused the Peace & Calming oil beside her swing during the night...but whatever the cause...it worked, and we shall try our best to duplicate it tonight, ha!

Anyway. Today was our follow-up with the GI doctor. Verity had been doing so well that I didn't intend to start adding formula to my milk again, but I did feel that I needed to be honest with him, especially since we were also consulting with a dietitian at today's appointment. Thankfully we had a track record of weight gain; I've been having Verity weighed between her castings, and she did gain weight despite not having the formula! Not a huge gain--from 6lbs, 13oz to 7lbs, 1/2oz. But still. She is trending upward, and equally important, she is a much happier, more peaceful baby! The doctor was pleased with how Verity looks; though he admitted that he had not looked at Trisomy 18 growth charts, he did say her growth is all proportionate. And he said he would look up those T18 growth charts!

The doctor and dietitian agreed that I can continue with breast milk only, but we are increasing her volume, which is something I was thinking Verity is ready for anyway, as she fairly consistently wakes before her scheduled feeding time. She and I also had a nice recreational nursing session late in the night a couple of nights ago, the first "success" I've had with that in a long while. We had a swallow study this coming Thursday and hope to begin transitioning to bottles (hopefully nursing at some point?), but it will likely be a fairly slow transition. Because of that, we are working on getting a referral for a G-tube surgery so that we can at least get rid of that HOSE, ahem, feeding tube in her little nose. :-)

So, new numbers: increasing from 400ml/day to 500ml/day, with 5 daytime feedings at 60ml and a 20ml/hr continuous feed 10 hours at night. We shall see how this goes!

Here is Verity, completely unconcerned in the GI waiting area!

Today's News

Today's GI appointment (at a location almost an hour's drive from our house) answered a lot of questions...and gave us two more appointments to schedule. Sigh. I'm exhausted already, and we still have one more appointment for Verity and a three-day speech and debate tournament for our oldest two this week.

Nutshell:

• Loved the GI doctor. He said his family homeschooled awhile using A Beka curriculum (not our curriculum, but showed us he's a kindred spirit!).
• Tonight will be our first try with continuous feeding using the feeding pump. HOORAY for not setting my alarm for 11pm and 2am!! (Or just 2am when I don't make it to bed before 11pm. Ted has done the 5am feedings.) Instead of 50ml every 3 hours, Verity will get 15ml an hour over a 10-hour period. I'm sure there will be wakings, but still...we are hoping and praying desperately that we can get some decent rest.
• The doctor ordered a swallow study--it is not something he could do right then and there at his location. So, it's good to know it's in the works, although we likely won't get in until toward the end of April. After that is conducted, we hope to get the green light to try bottle feeding. I continue to attempt nursing, but honestly, the times I am free to try are extremely limited; Verity needs to be awake and calm, and I need to have my hands free without other people pulling at me. The stars do not align all that often...I do want to try, but the fact that she has not latched at all since about a week before we left the hospital is rather discouraging...but I am totally okay with the thought of bottle feeding, and she does take a pacifier. 
• The feeding tube...that hated, 30-day feeding tube. I was SO hoping that we'd be able to switch it out today for the smaller ones and that we'd learn how to put them in ourselves and not live in paranoia that this unwieldy tube will come out and send us back to the ER. Unfortunately, this is, apparently, something that the children's home health provider network was supposed to set up for us when we received the feeding tube to begin with. So...I get to make more phone calls. I'm hoping they will send a nurse to our house with the tubes for the training...but if not, hey, I'll be at the children's hospital twice a week at a minimum this month. 
• We will follow up with this GI doctor in two weeks, and at that appointment he will have a dietitian along as well to evaluate Verity's levels and decide whether she is ready to increase her feeds at that time. Meanwhile, I've been instructed to ask to get an accurate weight measurement BEFORE the next set of casts are placed, ha!

In other news, I've learned it's entirely possible for a full-time pumping mom to deal with blocked milk ducts and possible mastitis. Yay, me. Actually, yay for my essential oils for already giving me relief. I'm hopeful that tomorrow will be a better day. At least I don't have to go anywhere before dinner time...