Recent Appointments

Life with Verity is never dull, that's for sure! We have wrapped up another month of appointments, and here are the highlights.

From the GI follow-up:

• Verity is 15 pounds, 1 ounce! I was hoping for 15 pounds by her 15-month birthday, and she reached that! (May 28 was her 15-month bday!)
• We are back to giving 15ml prune juice twice a day to ease constipation. (We had stopped when vomiting was prevalent after giving it.)
• We are continuing to give her Prevacid twice a day for reflux, not wanting to change that AND her feeding regimen just yet, but hopefully later in the summer we will drop to once a day and see how she does.
• We have begun a S-L-O-W transition to one bolus feeding per day as follows:
• At 11:30am we stop the feeding pump.
• At 12:30pm we begin the bolus feeding.
• The first few days we gave 35ml over a 30-minute period.
• When we tried to bump up to 40ml, she vomited significantly, so we backed down to the 35ml for a few more days.
• Today we gave 40ml but did not compress it to a 30-minute period, instead letting it run at the same rate (70ml/hr), and she did great!
• Every 2-5 days we will adjust the volume OR the rate, working them up slowly to the goal of tolerating 60ml over a 30-40-minute period.
• At 2:30pm we resume the continuous feed (30ml/hour for the next 21 hours).

Overall it is clear Verity is growing and thriving, though we still deal with vomit almost daily and constipation (relieved instantly when we give her a liquid suppository--she just needs help getting it started). She is much sturdier, less floppy, with greater head and even trunk control, but still not able to sit on her own yet.

From the Sleep Clinic Meeting:

• A repeat sleep study has been ordered since so much has changed since our last one in November. (Earliest opening = end of September, but we are on a waiting list.)
• The doctor recommended establishing care with a neurologist, which is something I agree with--she has never been seen by one, but Trisomy 18 kiddos often deal with seizures, and I confess this is an area in which I have much fear over what the future may hold for Verity.
• The doctor also ordered a check of Verity's thyroid levels, which turned out to be normal.
• We discussed the fact that studies show propping kids up (laying them on an incline) during sleep may not actually help with reflux and can worsen the airflow obstruction. We have laid Verity flat ever since, and lo and behold, she has slept better overall!
• She noted Verity's high arched palate and said we may want to address this in the future. She gave me info for a dentist who specializes in this.

From the Surgical Consult:

• Verity's umbilical hernia does not require surgery now.
• If it has not resolved by age 4, surgery may be done to correct it.
• No concerns here!

Whew! Coming up next week is an evaluation with a speech therapist and a check-in with the audiologist to see how things are coming with her BAHA (which she is wearing anywhere from 3-10 hours a day in various stints).

Update: Spring Appointments

Recent posts have detailed the couple of respiratory illnesses that Verity had in March and April, so now it's time for a general update on the slew of other appointments we've had over the past few months! October was our busy month in the fall as the referrals finally went through and we started seeing her specialty providers, and April of course was the 6-month mark for follow-up. So here is the list of what all we've been up to!

March 22: Pulmonology
The pulmonology follow-up was scheduled even before Verity's first illness struck, but it was timed well as she had been out of the hospital about 10 days or so. At that time her lungs sounded amazingly good, and since we had never had any lung issues before, the doctor said she would leave it up to the Sleep Clinic doctor as to whether or not she would continue to follow Verity. Of course, little did we know that Verity would have pneumonia about a month later! Sleep clinic is scheduled for May 25...

April 2: Ophthalmology
We drove 45 minutes to get to Ft. Carson to spend a whopping 5 minutes with Dr. B, who assured us Verity's eyes are looking great and he doesn't need to dilate them again until our fall appointment. Okie dokie then.

April 17: Orthopedics
At this follow-up appointment we got another hip X-ray, which indicated her left hip is still stiff but not any worse than in the fall. Her feet are looking good and we are to continue using the bar (supposedly naps and nighttime but in reality more like 2-3 hour chunks a couple of times a day).

April 19: Pediatric Visit
We needed a doctor to look at Verity's umbilical hernia, which was repaired with her G-tube surgery May 2017 but has been flaring up again recently. She ordered an abdominal ultrasound. (This is the day we realized Verity was getting sick, and at 3am the next morning we took her to the hospital, where she was diagnosed with aspiration pneumonia.)

April 24: Renal ultrasound and barium enema
The ultrasound looked normal (per the follow-up the next day), and the barium enema did not reveal any particular reason for Verity's difficulty pooping, although it did show a "tortuous" pathway. (Once she gets started going she does pretty well, but we frequently have to give her a liquid suppository to start the process.)

April 25: BAHA fitting
Verity got her Bone-Assisted Hearing Aid, which fits on a headband! We learned lots of details about how to use this device and have a whole bag of STUFF to go along with it. She wears it in stints, as it is very overwhelming for her to have it on all the time at this point. Slowly we are working up to it! She isn't terribly responsive, although we know for sure when she is DONE!

April 30: Adaptive Stroller Shopping
We went to an equipment provider that we know of through The Resource Exchange (our home therapy program) to look at and take measurements for an adaptive stroller for Verity.

May 3: Echocardiogram
Our cardiologist is very optimistic about the way Verity's heart looks right now. Her large VSD has completely patched up! She still has a teeny tiny one that causes her heart murmur, but everything is balanced, and he does not think PH will be a problem. Whew! He feels comfortable waiting another year before we do another echo.

May 4: Post-hospital follow-up with PCM
Verity had been off oxygen for some time before we had this appointment, and she looked quite well. Her PCM was pleased.

May 7: Abdominal ultrasound
This was a pretty quick appointment, but we didn't hear anything about the results until I asked a week later. We have a referral to see a pediatric surgeon since clearly the hernia is there.

May 15: Dietitian assessment
Our Verity weighed in at 14 pounds, 14 ounces!! And she is 26 inches long now!! In less than 2 weeks, she will be 15 months old...15 pounds by 15 months!!! Clearly she is growing and thriving on the Nourish formula. Now that she is 100% on this whole-foods mixture (plus plenty of water), our next step is to meet with the GI doc and formulate a plan for compressing her feeds so that she can get on more of a bolus feeding schedule. Her vomiting can still be a problem, particularly when she is bearing down to poo or pass gas, but it is much less frequently to be sure. I'm not going to lie...I would LOVE for her to not be hooked to the feeding pump 24/7. But...counting my blessings. Our baby is growing and thriving and becoming SO much stronger and sturdier!

In between all the above listed appointments were nearly weekly visits to the chiropractor as well as nearly weekly occupational and physical therapy sessions in our home.

COMING UP:
May 25: GI follow-up and Sleep Clinic

May 31: Surgery consult

June 6: Speech evaluation

June 7: BAHA check

Whew. That's all for now, folks!!!

GI and Urology Test Updates

My poor baby is crying...so this will be as quick as I can make it.

The upper GI and SBFT showed that Verity's anatomy looks just fine, but stuff moves slowly through her system. Not surprising. Poor baby--that was a rough day, with them having to give her barium multiple times because she kept vomiting it out.

The good news is that she is doing very well with the 24-hour continuous feed. We are currently at 26ml/hour during the day and a bit lower at night (because she did struggle with reflux recently and we are being cautious). We are to increase by 1ml/hr every 2-3 days until we get to 30ml/hr, and then after she is stable with that amount, we will work on cutting the time down while maintaining the volume so that she can have some tube-free play time.

At the urology appointment today (which was scheduled because of her two UTIs in the fall), Verity weighed in at 12 pounds, 12.8 ounces! She was down to 12 pounds, 5.9 ounces when we last saw the GI on December 19.

Today was a hard day. Ted took the day off because the tests were up north, and we decided to have him take Verity with our nurse. I'm thankful he was able to do that--it sounds like it was an absolutely awful time. :-( The renal ultrasound went well. The VCUG got off to a rough start since they had to cath her FOUR TIMES, finally calling the urologist himself to do it. Grrrrrr.

The scan showed that she does have some renal reflux; the urologist called it a 3 out of 5 and at this point only wants to follow up with another ultrasound in 3 months unless she gets another UTI in the meantime.

As I said, it was a rough day, and there was much screaming, crying, vomiting (from the screaming and crying), and more screaming and crying. She is finally pretty quiet--she must be exhausted, poor dear. I know it will be painful when she urinates the next few times, so prayers for quick healing would be appreciated.

More thoughts later when I'm not so tired...

More GI Discussion

Sad news: Verity has been losing weight. She is down to 12 pounds, 5.9 ounces, from a high of just over 13 pounds.

Good news: We have a wonderful doctor. Every time we meet with him, he confirms what my instincts are telling me and helps us see clearly what our next steps for helping Verity should be. I have heard horror stories of not-so-great doctors, and I am beyond grateful for the ones who have been helping us along with our Verity journey.

Notes from today's GI appointment:

1. We are going to switch to continuous feeds of 23ml/hr for 24 hours a day. If this seems to work well, we will increase her feeds slowly until we get to 26ml/hr. We will continue to give Liquigen to boost calorie intake.

2. If we continue to have vomiting issues, we will try Elecare (a formula) at the same rate.

3. We can then work towards consolidating to 18 hours per day of feeds.

4. Upper GI/SBFT as soon as possible 

5. If the new feeding regimen is not helping and there is more than a week's wait for the Upper GI, then we can admit to the hospital for further workup and trials of NJ or GJ feeds and consideration of fundoplication.

UPDATE: 

After returning home, I was able to call and schedule Verity's GI series for TOMORROW morning, December 20. This test may take up to 4 hours as they watch the barium travel through her digestive system. Please pray that they can see clearly whether there are any anatomical issues that need addressed; also, please pray that over the next few days we can see whether the continuous feeding may be enough to address our current concerns. If we need to do this for awhile to get some weight on our girlie, then so be it. If further intervention is needed, then we pray that will also become very clear to us.

G.I. FAQs

Poor Verity. The discussion of her digestive difficulties seems neverending. As our G.I. doctor and our home health nurse agree, "What works with Verity one day will almost certainly not work the next."

FAQs...I'm sure I've missed some, but here are the common ones:

Have you considered food allergies, especially dairy?
Many of our Trisomy friends have various food intolerances, an unfortunately common problem in our society, and not just with special-needs kiddos. While I cannot say with absolute certainty that Verity does NOT have food allergies and/or intolerances, there are several reasons I have given up pursuing this as our answer.

• In May I followed the Whole 30 diet, a strict diet that involves no dairy, soy, or grains, among many other no-nos. There was no difference whatsoever before, during, or after the diet was over. This was during a very positive time of Verity's feeding development, during which she transitioned to the G-tube and began some oral feeds. There was no vomiting other than an occasional issue when she was bearing down to poop in the middle of a feeding. But overall, no intestinal distress to speak of. (I chose to do the diet for personal reasons, not because Verity was having reflux or vomiting at the time.)
• Along with that, aside from Verity reacting to the formula fortifier she was put on at birth, there really were no major G.I. issues while we lived in Iowa (the first 4.5 months of her life).
• The G.I. distress began almost exactly the day we set foot in Colorado. I personally believe the altitude has had a significant influence on her systems. Even so, there have been ups and downs within the time period we have lived at altitude.
• In November, I went dairy and soy free, the top 2 food groups that our G.I. doctor said cause problems. Absolutely no difference, even when we had a couple of "oops" moments and Verity got some frozen breast milk that was pumped before my dairy/soy-free diet. She didn't have a reaction to those feedings.
• After we switched to open/gravity feedings, we experienced a wonderful period of about a month during which we thought we had found the solution because Verity was doing SO well. Even if there were an allergy to something other than what I have already avoided, surely it would have presented itself?

Have you tried venting her during and after feedings?
Yes. This is what we did when we used an open syringe and allowed the feeding pump to drip into the syringe, and this is what her feedings are like now with the Farrell bag system, which we finally got approved and shipped with our monthly medical supplies. While the first month we did this we experienced fantastic results, unfortunately it is not a guarantee for helping keep the feeding inside of Verity...although using the bags, I am sure, definitely helps keep MORE of the milk inside of her. It's really quite amazing to me that even with being vented, she vomits such a considerable amount out through her nose and mouth. :-(

Have you tried slowing down her feeds?
If we slow them down anymore, we might as well be doing a continuous feed, lol. Currently her feedings are taking 75 minutes.

Have you tried a continuous feed?
While we used to do continuous feedings at night (a slower rate over an 8 or 10-hour period), we have discontinued that because we have so many nighttime issues to deal with already. With a nasal cannula for oxygen plus the boots-and-bar to prevent recurrence of clubfoot, plus the fact that she consistently wakens anywhere from 1-4 times an hour ALL NIGHT LONG...adding tubing and pumping milk into her stomach during the night is just a bridge too far.

What about continuous feeding during the day?
This is definitely a possible next step if we can't find another solution. We have not yet tried this, and I am loathe to do so simply because we are making some wonderful gains with her development in other areas...it would be a shame to tether her to the I.V. pole that holds her feeding and Farrell bags during her waking hours, effectively limiting the various activities we are encouraging her to try for her therapies. It's also much more awkward to hold her, since the clamps of the Farrell bag need to be lower than her belly while the bag needs to be higher.

Have you tried spacing out her feedings to give her tummy time to rest?
We experienced some success with this back in late August, and so we decided to try that again recently. Through November, Verity was getting 6 feedings a day (every 3 hours, each feeding taking one hour) with no feedings at night (except for a few times when she woke and was inconsolable and we just set up her first feeding for the day at 3am, lol). A couple of weeks ago we decided to stretch it out again, since 6 feedings a day seemed like a lot for her poor little tummy, especially now that she is closer to 10 months old than newborn. So we tried 5 feedings every 4 hours, and that did seem to help. We increased the volume slowly so that the math worked out for her to be getting roughly the same amount. We have discovered that we can USUALLY give her higher volumes in the mid-morning and early afternoon, whereas she consistently has problems tolerating her early morning, suppertime, and bedtime feedings. On paper the numbers do not look great, since she is nowhere near the volume the dietitian and G.I. doctor would like her to be at. Moral of the story: Math does not always work with a living, breathing, vomiting little person.

Have you had [insert test here]?

• In late April, Verity had an upper GI done in preparation for her G-tube surgery. 
• In early November, we did a 24-hour pH probe. (This revealed a significant level of acidic reflux even though she was on Zantac.)
• I have asked our G.I. doctor for another GI series, including a small bowel follow through (SBFT) so we can see if there are issues with delayed emptying. Because we consistently have violent vomiting episodes at her suppertime and bedtime feedings, I am wondering if things just get backed up.
• Because we have seen in the past that UTIs cause an increase in reflux, and because Verity has had 2 confirmed UTIs in the past few months, we received a referral for urology and have more tests scheduled for January 4: another renal ultrasound and a VCUG. We will then consult with the urologist that same day to go over the results. (Her first renal ultrasound, by the way, was when we were in the hospital for her first UTI and major reflux issues. That ultrasound showed that one of the kidneys is a bit smaller than the other.)
• We've discussed an EGD scope, but since our G.I. doctor really doesn't think that would give us answers that would change anything we are already doing, we have decided not to pursue this since it needs to be under sedation and apparently can't be coordinated with the sedated hearing test that will be happening in January.
• I'm sure there may be other tests that would be beneficial...if we don't get answers from these scheduled tests that help, we will explore other options.

Does she take any medication for reflux?

Yes. In early September she started on Zantac; however, we discontinued this once we switched to the vented feedings and she stopped puking altogether! But then in late October the problems resumed, and so we started Zantac again. When the pH probe revealed that she still had significant acidity in the reflux, we switched to Prevacid, which she is on twice a day. These medications do not prevent the reflux but instead lower the acidity so that it isn't burning her esophagus. Unfortunately, vomiting through the mouth and nose is always going to be uncomfortable no matter what...

Why don't you just get a Nissen fundoplication?

After interviewing moms whose little ones have had this surgery, where the top of the stomach is wrapped around the bottom of the esophagus to supposedly prevent the possibility of vomiting, my "gut" instinct (no pun intended, I promise) is that this would be one of our last resort options. For some, the surgery helped for a short while only to leave the family right back at the starting point, as their little one began vomiting again only worse. I've heard enough moms say that if they had to do it over again, they would NOT do the Nissen. Since I've heard more problems than success stories...right now I do not feel this is our solution, but I trust God will make it clear if we need to decide otherwise.

What about a G-J tube?

Some babies end up with this different feeding tube that delivers nourishment directly to the intestines, bypassing the stomach altogether. This would require a slow, continuous feed probably about 18 hours a day, and I've addressed my feelings about this above. In addition, it would require yet another surgery, and if the G-J tube comes out, we can't replace it ourselves like we can the G-button.

So...what now??

Good question. Since I keep hearing from other Trisomy moms that their little ones eventually outgrew these common G.I. issues, I kind of feel like we just have to grit our teeth and stay the course. I'd love to get a definitive answer--perhaps the G.I. test series will show us something. But meanwhile...we just keep doing the best we can, feeding and loving Verity the only way we know how. She may not be on any growth charts; she may not be gaining in ways that are clearly evident: Her October, November, and December weights were ALL. THE. SAME...but she grew 2 centimeters in length! Her cheeks are round! She has rolls, rolls on her wrists, rolls on her thighs, rolls on her upper arms! Her color is great! She is getting sturdier and has amazing head control! She is interacting more and reaching for toys! She laughs and smiles! By no means is she wasting away, even though it seems she vomits half of her feedings 2-3 times a day.

I've come to the end of my computer time...now I need to take over Verity duty so that Ted can take the rest of our crew to the Family Fun Night at church. We divide and conquer a lot these days; anytime a feeding is involved, it's easier just to keep Verity at home and deal with whatever that will involve. We are grateful to have a daytime nurse Monday through Friday...but today is Sunday! So here I will leave you. If there's a question I haven't addressed, feel free to ask in the comments! We really do appreciate everyone's concern for our sweet Verity. I know everyone would love to help us find "The Solution." We continue to pray that God will heal her or help us know how to help her.

Catching Up...a Bit: Sleep Study & Results

Oh, my goodness...it has been about a month since I updated Verity's blog!! Aside from what I already wrote from last month, November was the Month o' Dental Appointments: myself plus 7 children for regular cleaning and exams, plus 3 children needed sealants fixed/replaced. Only two of those days allowed for back-to-back exams, which meant I was taking someone to the dentist 7 days in November and 2 in December! Oy!

Anyway...as far as Verity's schedule, she didn't have much going on until toward the end of the month aside from her weekly PT and OT sessions. But we did have a couple of significant things happen that last week in November, one of which isn't really worth writing too much about other than to say we had a three-hour, in-home assessment with a navigation coordinator who is helping us write up our application for Medicaid waivers, which can help Verity get more assistance in the future. Since I won't know anything for awhile on that, I will just leave that there and continue with the next and more pertinent item.

Our sleep study, which was originally scheduled for January 8, got bumped up when someone cancelled and we were able to get in on the night of November 26. This was a huge blessing we weren't expecting! It was a L-O-N-G night for both Verity and me...Verity was NOT thrilled with all the wires and gear she had on, but after an hour of screaming (!!), she finally gave up and fell asleep for a couple of minutes, sneezed, woke herself up, and screamed another 10-15 minutes before finally sleeping about an hour. We woke several times in the next couple of hours, and then she had a really rough patch from about 2-3am, finally settling down and sleeping about an hour before waking a few times before the respiratory therapist finally put us out of our misery at 5:45am and let us go home, lol.

The results of the study were sent to our ENT immediately, and we followed up with him a few days later at the earliest appointment they could give us. Not too surprisingly, we learned that Verity has a form of sleep apnea, severe obstructive apnea, although apparently not as severe as some of the kiddos we've met online! (One poor little guy had over 50 episodes an hour! Verity's average was 17.) The good news is that with just a TINY bit of oxygen, those episodes nearly disappeared altogether. So after about 24 hours of various phone calls, we got our oxygen and supplies on Friday, December 1. She only needs 1/32 of a liter per minute, and she only needs it at night, but we haven't QUITE convinced her that it is in her best interest to keep the cannula in!

Now that it's been over a week, we have a bit of a regimen...unfortunately, it still does not include the boots and bar, which seemed to be a bridge too far in getting her to sleep. So we are working on giving her some B&B time in the day until we can finish this transition with the oxygen. It works best when she is pretty sleepy if not already asleep and we can sneak the cannula under her nose and secure it onto her cheek patches.

We are making incremental progress...while we are still waking multiple times at night, it does seem to be less often, and it seems we all get deeper sleep when we are sleeping. Last night was the best yet...though it took a bit of time to settle her down, Verity slept maybe 2 hours, woke briefly, slept an hour and 20 minutes, had an absolute meltdown over the cannula from 1:50 - 2:15am, finally fell asleep again, and didn't wake up until nearly 9:00 this morning!!

I will end this update here, as the GI issues warrant a separate post...but meanwhile, we praise God for revealing the apnea to us sooner rather than later and for allowing us to get started helping Verity on the road (hopefully) to better sleep patterns.

GI Mystery

A recap of Verity's GI issues for those who don't know the history:

• Fed by NG tube from birth through 2 months (Feb 28 - May 1)
• Fairly severe reflux from 4-6 weeks; vomiting stopped when we quit using formula fortifier to give extra calories to her breast milk feedings
• G-tube placement on May 1; began oral feeding attempts
• From 2-4 months of age (May - early July)--very little vomiting or spit-up episodes; making gains with oral feeds
• Starting in month 5 (mid-July, following a move to higher altitude), more and more reflux and vomiting episodes, culminating in a trip to the ER shortly after her 6-month birthday (Aug 31)
• During the hospital stay, discovered and treated a UTI with a round of antibiotics; started Zantac
• Zantac gave little visible relief; however, we discovered the "open syringe" method of feeding (like a gravity feed, allowing venting to happen during feeding times), and Verity had significant improvement. Hooray!
• Good feeding times lasted about 4 weeks (mid-September through mid-October)
• Discomfort during feeding, vomiting, and erratic bowel movements surfaced and lasted several weeks, getting progressively worse. 
• Several doctors' visits plus pH probe in late October; increased Zantac dosage.
• Discovered another UTI after taking a culture October 27; treated with another round of antibiotics

Last weekend, almost immediately after returning home from the 24-hour pH probe in the hospital, Verity began having severe intestinal difficulties. The vomiting was insane; there was no sleep for any of us; and every feeding was incredibly stressful, to the point we skipped a feeding on Sunday and bought Pedialyte in a last-ditch effort to get something into her body so we could avoid an ER visit. We were having to scale back the volume of her feedings, at one point going as low as 70ml (we had been up as high as 95ml in early October). 

I called Verity's GI doctor and her PCM; I discussed things in depth with our home nurse; I posted in Verity's Facebook group asking for prayers; and I posted in one of my Trisomy parent groups asking for insight. From Sunday night to Tuesday morning a huge transformation took place, and it became clear that we were on the right track!! So many people offered ideas and suggestions, and I promised to give an update, so here it is as best as we can put things together. As is probably often the case, multiple factors are undoubtedly in play, and we are hoping and praying that we have hit the right combination of things so that the relief she has had in the last 5-6 days will be long lasting indeed.

Here is what we did:

1. Many people stated their children had reacted to antibiotics a week or so into the regimen. Verity had been on hers for a week, and we had seen a definite correlation to her major vomiting episodes and the feeding times that contained her antibiotic doses as well. So, starting Sunday, we separated the medicine from the feedings and instead gave it between times with plenty of water. Voila! The vomiting stopped!
2. Unfortunately, the discomfort during feeding times did not stop. We wondered if the antibiotics were not adequately handling the UTI--both this episode and her other infection showed the E-coli strain of bacteria, and, having learned that their barbed shape makes them difficult to actually get rid of, we turned to a more natural solution that we felt good about giving Verity (unlike the antibiotics--which we dutifully finished despite our dislike of them). A friend recommended U.T. Vibrance, which Ted picked up on his way home from work on Monday. We gave Verity 2 doses Monday afternoon and evening, and by Tuesday morning, our nurse was amazed, saying, "This is not the same child I left yesterday!" Verity was completely relaxed all day Tuesday, and Tuesday through Thursday nights we actually got some decent sleep! She slept several hours straight, and then when she did wake up, it was only once an hour for a few hours. I think Ted was actually able to sleep one of those nights all the way through!

This tells me that Verity's UTI was indeed probably the biggest underlying cause for the vomiting and discomfort. Poor baby was MISERABLE, and it was absolutely heart-wrenching to hear her crying and to see her writhing her little body in pain. I would have done anything to take the pain and agony from her.

At the same time, we know we are still dealing with significant acid reflux--this morning Verity vomited for the first time in a week, and there are still times when she is fussy and we can tell she is feeling the acid in her esophagus. When I spoke with her GI doctor this past Tuesday, he told me that the pH probe showed that the acidity in her reflux is concerning...she was already on the highest dose of Zantac they could give her, and that was in her system during the test, so the levels of acid that she was STILL dealing with meant that we needed to take another step in relieving this for her.

Thus, a new medication, Prevacid, is on order. We were unable to get it for several days due to it being a "special order," and so we hope to have it in hand tomorrow so we can begin giving that to her (in place of the Zantac) and see if that makes a difference. If not...well, then I'm afraid we will have to consider surgery.

Meanwhile...it is Sunday evening, a week after our nightmare weekend, and I am incredibly thankful to be on the other side of THAT awfulness. Verity is resting peacefully during her feeding right now, almost but not quite asleep. We have had better rest than we've had for a long while, even though she has still awakened us multiple times the last couple of nights. Overall, we feel the trend is positive!

Many folks know we love our Young Living essential oils! And my report wouldn't be complete without sharing a couple more ways we have supported Verity's health with natural means:

1. When constipation became a problem, we began putting a drop of peppermint oil in a clean diaper and letting it soak in before putting the diaper on her. I am pleased to say that not only has Verity pooped daily...but she has also produced multiple times a day for most of those days!
2. Usually we rub a "Wellness Blend" on the bottoms of our feet nightly; when we wondered if the UTI was just being stubborn, we began applying that to her feet throughout the day as well. The blend is a homemade blend using the following Young Living essential oils: Lemon, Oregano, Frankincense, Thieves, and Melrose. (Side note: lemon in particular supports good urinary tract health! And those other oils have constituents that really support our immune systems!)

We are grateful for the many prayers offered on our behalf for sweet little Verity. I look forward to visiting with our dietitian, who comes to the house on November 16. By then Verity will have (hopefully) a few days with the new medication in her system, and hopefully we will be able to further increase her intake. (She is at 85ml per feeding now; we tried 90ml for couple of feedings on Friday but it seemed a bit much.)

Thanks for reading if you made it this far! We will keep you posted!

GI Update and the pH Probe

Following some significant increases in reflux, plus communicating with our GI's office about setting up a pH probe study, we decided it would be good to have an appointment with our GI doctor last Friday (October 27). This was scheduled before the scare that took us to the ER a few nights beforehand, so it was good to have a follow-up already in place.

I don't have my notes with me--I'm writing this from the hospital while Verity's pH probe is in place and we are here for 24 hours of monitoring. But as best as I can remember, here are the main points from this visit:

* Verity's weight gain has tapered slightly; she only showed about 1-2 ounces of gain in a 12-day period.
* Verity had begun taking Zantac after our ER visit; Dr. S increased the dosage from 1ml to 1.2ml twice a day.
* Dr. S wanted to test her urine, and we learned the following Monday that Verity has another UTI.
     --She is now on another round of antibiotics (Septra).
     --We will schedule a visit with her PCM regarding her having two UTIs in a two-month period.
* Since we are having difficulties increasing the volume of breast milk (we had decreased to 85ml per feeding and are now today at 90ml), he asked us to try fortifying with Liquigen and gave us a sample bottle. (Thankfully this isn't like the formula fortifier we were using in March and April that unsettled her tummy so--this one's ingredients are much less suspect.)
* We all agreed the pH probe will give us valuable information about the frequency and intensity of the reflux, which hopefully will give us an indication of the best way forward for Verity. Two more extreme possibilities are a Nissen fundoplication and a G/J tube, neither of which is really on our radar, although we would consider a Nissen if it comes to it.

Following this visit, we had nearly a week before our pH probe was scheduled, during which Verity received her medications faithfully (thank the LORD for our new nurse who helps us with all of this!). Every single day this week, Verity has had more than one bath due to her vomiting. The good news is that she has been pooping daily--sometimes more than once!--whereas the previous two weeks she was on more of an every-two-days schedule. (Side note: peppermint essential oil. That is all.)

There have been at least a couple of times in the last week when Verity has not only vomited an exorbitant amount out her mouth and nose, but she has also stopped breathing long enough to make this mama panic. I was alone with her early this morning when it happened, and I haven't been that terrified in a long time. Now, of course, she is sleeping peacefully!! We are having the best nap she's had in I don't know how long!! I can't help but wonder if it will skew the pH study...

Which leads me to why we are here at the hospital: the pH probe! We had to be here at 10am for an 11am start time. It was already a stressful morning after Verity's vomiting/choking/not breathing episodes following what was to be her last feeding before coming to the hospital. (They needed her stomach empty for placing the probe...no worries there! Sigh.)

We spent about a half hour in a waiting room and 2 hours in a pre-op/procedure room. Well, I was in the room 2 hours. Verity was taken to get the probe placed, then came back, then x-rayed to ensure proper placement, and then we hung out until our room was ready. We finally started a gravity feed at 1pm, 7 hours after her last feeding! Poor pumpkin was hungry! Of course she fell asleep in time for us to have to move...

We hauled our stuff to the pediatric unit, and then we settled into our room, which we are sharing with a sweet little gal named Cheyenne. Finally Verity fell asleep, getting a 3-hour nap, possibly the longest uninterrupted sleep she has had for a very long time, since her daily naps range from 5-30 minutes and the last few nights she has awakened an average of 2-3 times per hour.

So, how does this work? The probe is placed in Verity's esophagus, and we have an electronic "diary" of sorts so that I can note a few pieces of information, which will then be compared to the pH levels inside her esophagus. I punch buttons to note:

* When Verity is upright and when she is lying down;
* When her feeds begin and end; and
* When she is vomiting (1), fussy (2), or having difficulty breathing (3). (Thankfully I've only notated the latter one time, and that was shortly after the probe was placed...we wonder if she may have been gagging a little. She turned red and didn't inhale for a few seconds, but it passed quickly, unlike this morning's scary episodes.)

So far no vomiting, which is wonderful! But we are praying that the 24 hours of monitoring will show a good picture of what Verity deals with on a daily basis. I have noted quite a few "fussy" times, and more often than not, the pH number is low (indicating acidity). It will be interesting to see how the night goes, now that she has napped so well in the afternoon (another half-hour nap followed the 3-hour nap!). I'm prepared to stay awake all night...my Facebook and blogs may explode, lol.

I don't know how long it will be before we get results from this test, but we will of course keep everyone posted. Thanks for praying!